hmmm I think my page has been hijacked - I might have to fix that

New art finally

Hmmm

I am thinking a change in direction,  I have been trying to pay down all my debt so I can buy something here but now I may have an alternative plan for down the road, I find myself constantly having artist block here and my work when I do get something done is just not of the same quality.   There is no motivation here.  Any suggestions? Most fun I have had and the first time I felt like myself again was when I went to North Hampton MA thing I need to make a few day trips out there when the snow is gone.   Not talking about doing anything soon at all just an idea,  there are no like minded people here it gets lonely need someone to talk to and work with.  Art art art.

Under the Guise of Time

Under the Guise of Times

part 1

Minds full of war and strife

Battle lines of the mind tangled

Anger and rage - lifes dreams abandoned

Leave and left behind all of life

Heart and soul ruined, left and strangled

To survive, all and everything unhanded

Time- evil monster I'm no longer your wife

Your evil twisted my mind - Horrors entangled

All of what was my life gone - left stranded

part 2

Like a Phoenix risen from the ashes longing for life

Avoided questions and answers from the foolish masses

Comfort only seems to come in random glimpses

Who am I now? memories of self only cause tears

Mind twisted bruised lasting scars

Don't know myself, lost myself, lost the moon and stars

For that I have shame

Shame shame shame - shame on you

Shame - you have no shame

Shameless

Best line from Shameless for today (the real show not the american copy but the real show from Briton (its much better))

 Depressing thought #267 Everything you know is wrong, but you know what fuck em,  fuck all those bad thoughts, because this is happy thought #1 I will be back!

Now this is awesomeness